That was a long break. Reason, exams! Quite presumably. A lot happened. Mostly bad. Past two months weren’t the best. Infact maybe the worst. Though one thing I learnt, to hold my shit together. Not the best of the posts to write or read, but I would say, this one maybe marks the turn of events. After the aftermath of some f’ed up personal shit going on, I learnt a lot of things.
First one. Apathy Kills. Yeah you can’t be indifferent to every situation. You have to react. Sometimes that indifference is considered to be deficiency of love which is absolutely not true. Love, it was there. It was all there, infact in excess. What came of it, nothing! The suppression of emotions which is done to avoid f’in with the situation gets us nothing. Instead, all it does to you is shows that you’re weak, weak to react. You’ve to learn to react. Obviously in a positive way. But what I mean is reaction is important.
Second. Its good to forgive and not to forsake and forget. A move on is what you need when you have been stuck onto something, for like forever and obviously that thing wont let you be yourself, your best self. Obviously when you have given such a sizeable amount of your life into something, its not a very good idea to forget all of it, but believe me, let bygones be bygones. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, this movie makes us all realize that it is only through the process of loss that we discover what we had to begin with. But forgiveness is a virtue which many don’t possess. Its not easy to forgive, but if you believe in the theory that what goes around comes around, you might as well understand that whether you forgive or not, it doesn’t make a difference. Because its God who will take care of everything. Yes, God it comes from my mouth after all this happened.
Because third thing I realized is never to lose the faith. Faith is what keeps you going when you’re down. If you believe, you live. We all wish to see our dreams coming true, but life is hard for a dreamer. I am a believer now.
