The Encrypted Life

I know one thing, that in life, you don’t always get what you want. You might be lucky or unlucky. But if you do not get the only thing you ever wanted, then in all possibility you are not one of God’s favourite or maybe God hates you. Actually no, God hates no one. You are just jinxed. Guess being jinxed has nothing to do with God. It’s all in the mind. The mind being delusional, must not agree to anything and everything however strong and reassuring that be, since sometimes heart leads the way. It understands everything when the mind fails to do so. But wasn’t the heart just made for the purpose of purification of our blood or was that our thoughts. I guess, no, I think the thoughts we have or more aptly we generate are related to the blood that’s flowing through our system. If it’s pure, then the thoughts are good. By good I mean that thoughts are healthy for us because we are healthy. Pure blood is equal to good health. But what if the blood isn’t pure, does that makes us sinful? Makes us commit sinner things. No. Then why do they say it’s all in the mind. It’s not about us or the mind anyway, because if it was about us then why would God discriminate between people. I use the word discriminate because not everyone is happy. So is our happiness in the hands of God, or is it just that we believe so because we don’t want to take responsibility of our actions, our deeds. Is God making us do all that? Or is it just us? Has the plan for our lives been already laid out? Or are we writing it just at present? I don’t know! If someone knew, wouldn’t they be the God? Guess life’s too complicated. Or God has just encrypted it into some code waiting for us to decipher it. That’s our encrypted lives!